VOON LEE SHAN: January 2010

DISCIPLINARY ACTION AGAINST ME

I was made to understand that Sarawak Democratic Action Party had a meeting this morning to discus disciplinary action against me. It was expected because some senior members in the Party had openly voiced that disciplinary should be taken against me. It all happened after I made a reply to unfounded allegations made by a party member against me who in his facebook who alleged that I was not an asset to the party. I had to reply because if not, it would affect my credibility as a party leader and as an elected representative of the people. I had done my part although not the best. Like a footballer, I only could play in certain positions, but, not all positions. I had played my part and even been threatened of my life many times, but, only very few people knew about this. I now had to pay my price for opening my mouth. There were others who could open their mouth, but, nothing happened to them.

Just before the party state election, I was accused to have wanted to topple Wong Ho Leng and to take over as Chairman and a silent campaign was mounted against me. I never realized such a move was to get rid of me from the state committee. Maybe, I know too much and could be dangerous….Of course, there are people who said that I was a disobedient servant, very difficult to control. I still remember when I first joined DAP, I was asked who my mentor was in guiding me in politics and I reply I had none. I only support things that were right and would abstain from what was wrong.If an inquiry be held, I hope the public be given the opportunity to participate and to find for themselves what actually had happened and what was the motive behind all these moves.I also want the public to judge me whether I was wrong or not. The public should have a say because I was elected by the people and was paid from public fund.

My information was that two leaders had wanted that I be expelled from the party nine had wanted that I be suspended while three others suggested a warning against me. I could be wrong in what I did, but, there were people in the party who committed some wrong but the matter had been swept under the carpet.

So, I could no more be able to participate in party activities and maybe this would be with the view to get me out of politics.

致CKG，田庆仁同志：

虽然你是行动党党员，但你并不清楚真象，你可以去追查是谁要推翻黄和联和谁要接任主席职。你最好去追问你的上司Y.B.健仁有关在希尔顿酒店举行的会议所发生的事项，他会告诉你有关出席这项『密谋军事政变』的人士是谁。我可以带人出来说出实事。。。并在大众面前看到更多。然而我完全没有参与，有人要求我赞成，但我却不同意，在希尔顿酒店召开的会议只是张氏兄弟所采取的其中数个步骤，出席的党领袖党职比我高，导致我被踢出州委会。健仁甚至告诉一名同志说，在州委会改选并没有投我的票，但这些年来我不曾没有支持他。在诗巫召开党代之前，我已经嗅到要干掉我的气氛。他们把枪口转对着我和说是我要成为州主席。从我所获得选票，显然我并没有涉及派系政治。对我来说在未了解事实之前就发言是非常有罪恶感的。当林吉祥在2009年12月12日抵达诗巫时，即在2009年12月13日进行党选前夕，你能否告诉我在2009年12月12日晚上於诗巫百乐门酒店客房410号发生什么事吗？当晚达致一个协议和某人须被干掉！你能否告诉我，为何一些领袖到处告诉同志说我要接任州主席职位？假如我要发作，当时我仍有时间在健仁召开记者会后，召开另一个记者会泄密和宣布在希尔顿酒店所有讨论事项。但我不是这种人。你能否告诉我，为什么3名陪同林吉祥来自西马的党同志在三更半夜与一名诗巫船运大亨共乘一辆黑色车牌8898的小型货车出外吗？说实话，我知道党内发生的一些事和背后的游戏。但我却不干预。在警队服务17年之久的我已教导我一些调查技术和保安部队特别单位的侦查活动。我从2006年就被指责要退出行动党和加入国阵，我想你也知道此事。假如我们真正朝向我们的政治斗争目标，我们不应该搞派系政治。我们不应该边缘化我们自己的同志，你应该明白因为派系斗争导致砂行动党一度几乎瓦解。当时林吉祥连夜赶来古晋，与张守江讨论整顿砂州行动党，直到凌晨3时。我们也应从人联与马华党争得到教训。

我们应该成为并肩作战的同志，而不是恶言相向。在警队的生涯和接受团队精神培训，我知道我所作所为。在过去10年，我面对太多的事件，甚至那时你还没有加入行动党。你可能不知道我在行动党会议鲜少发言。但在党面对危机时就会进谏。在一次的国会选举前，为什么要在翠华楼与公正党举行秘密会议和要让出实旦宾国会选区给公正党出战？说出事实是上帝的旨意，我把这项通过我的管道获取的消息列为“A”级消息。再次在2008年大选又尝试让公正党出战实旦宾，对此我强烈反对。我们当时抗议和联。我告诉张守江、林源新、贝伟大和其他人，我不能让此事发生。假如情况需要，我准备离开行动党，而不要苟同这种策略。这难道不是一项要让国阵人联的杨昆贤在实旦宾中选和让行动党只能赢得古晋的策略？而不是让行动党一起赢取这两个议席的策略。为什么要让一个不强的候选人挑战杨昆贤？而让施志豪加入战圈及痛失按柜金？

你追问我对党有何贡献，那么我也须问你对党有何贡献？最少在2004年，以我的策略协助党攻下古晋国会议席，当时我揭发有关古晋水闸的一些秘密文件。在翠华搂举行的庆功宴上，张守江在大众面前向我三鞠躬。虽然我感到高兴！但这不是开玩笑的，因为我可能在官方机密法令下被逮捕和提控！在2006年州大选，我的策略协助行动党在古晋赢取3个州议席，因为我获得一名在人联党的好友提供实都东99间店屋洛地的资料（即现在的实都东市场与店屋）给健仁，把事件公开爆料，使健仁看起来是英雄，实际上是我提供火药给健仁，让他点燃爆炸！最近报章大事报导我的律师馆进贼，其实在这之前的两次大选前夕，我的律师馆也进贼2次，我猜想贼徒是为了寻找我对付政敌的秘密文件。但我向来保持沉默，我的生命与家人都受到威胁，但我仍保持冷静。只有数名朋友包括政治部非常高级警官获得我的汇报，并提供线索即假如万一我被杀害的嫌犯。我把事件放在心上而不报警是有理由的。在2008年国会大选，张守江和我讨论如何战胜国阵的沈耀荣，我就告诉他有关沈耀荣在政治上的一些弱点。这些策略在投票数天前执行而获大胜。在反对党阵营，是有一些领袖正在睡觉，因为他们更兴趣於互助内斗。你指责我说健仁与和联在睡觉，你必须知道自己所说的是什么？因为我根本没有这样说。你最好去详细阅读报导。但我会原谅你的，请不要歪曲我的言论，这会反映其人格的。那些仍在睡觉的领袖更有兴趣浪费他们的精力与资源去干掉自己的人，但却不善用这些资源去对抗国阵。在党内的活动，我鲜少受邀参与，不干涉其他人所作所为也是我的为人个性。甚至邀请我参加节目的卡片，为什么没有转交给我？当我面对邀请人时，我会尴尬。也有来自党支部的邀请信，也很少有交到我的手中。直到我被踢出砂州联委会，支部邀请我参加会议的邀请也一样，当我没有出席时，就宣传我拒绝出席。为什么？边缘化策略？我不会被这种伎俩困扰，我作为反对党的愿景是与你所听闻到的传言截然不同的。自从2006年，我就被要求离开巴都林当很多次，但我却没有针对此事发言。我就如一粒足球，直至此时，我预料同样的事件将会发生或者我永久被停泊在码头。你是否知道此事和为什么要这样做？或许假如你要参加巴都林当区竞选，你可以尝试，但面对的压力将不是开玩笑的。我不但在巴都林当区服务，为了党的利益，我也在涵盖圣淘沙与石角的实旦宾区工作，甚至把服务范围扩展至西连区。我是不相信坐在办公椅的政治，我是奉行服务的政治工作者。我是党内一个通过媒体，告诉公众说行动党的代议士不需要被尊称为Y.B.，而可直称他们的名字。当然，这个建议并没有获得很好的反应。